Thursday, July 3, 2014

A Saved Cynic and a Cheap Bible




I bent the knee to Jesus as Lord 15 years ago.  I say it that way because I didn’t “ask him into my heart.” I don’t even remember if I knew that phrase at the time or not, but what I did was more than that.  I gave Him Lordship. As best I knew how, anyway. 

Fast-forward to two days ago.  A friend and I would be joining others in ministry at the local jail and she mentioned on social media that she forgot her Bible.  “No problem! I’ll bring an extra one,” I tweeted back, forgetting that there would probably be one there for her to use.  As I searched the bookshelf in the guest room, my eyes fell on the first Bible I had as a believer. 
This was no ordinary Bible.  Well actually, it was quite ordinary.  You see, when I got saved I was still very much a cynic.  And cheap.  “Why should a Bible cost $60?! That’s ridiculous!” I purchased the cheapest one I could find.  I think it was five bucks.  Humiliating to admit, but true nonetheless.

Recalling that we were not allowed to take loose papers into the prison, I opened the no-frills Book to find a note on which I had written a long time ago.  Then another.  And another.  By the time I finished flipping through the pages, I had the equivalent of a small pad of post-it’s in a pile on the dresser. I started to read the words written on the little orange and green paper squares.  Almost all the questions or comments I recorded on those sheets were written with a skeptical tone.  Absolutely all of it was written out of a desire to KNOW the truth.   At that point in my life, I had no tolerance for superficial or false hope- only reality would do.  I knew Jesus was real.  I just didn’t know Him. I wrestled with God and unwittingly recorded those matches on sticky notes.  As I laughed out loud, I said to Him, “You really hung in there with me while I struggled for answers, didn’t You, Lord?” 

As the notes began to stir memories of the early days of my faith, I began to weep. 

Because he really did hang in there with me while I asked all my questions-even from a heart new to the transforming process from cynical to sanctified.

The questions seem really silly to me now only because over these 15 years I have gotten to know the One who wrote the Book.  We wrestle differently now because I know and believe He is trustworthy.  He is not going to leave me.  I don’t demand answers from Him like I used to.  God is faithful to give me the answers I need to complete the tasks assigned to me.  Everything else I release to His loving, capable care.

God bless those brothers and sisters who welcome the cynical but honest questions. For some people though, the very process of questioning is threatening.  Ask the wrong person and one could risk raised eyebrows, condemnation, or worse.

Not with God.

Not at all.
 
Sweet cynic, ask the questions of the LORD, dig deep, and seek His heart with all of yours no matter how broken it is-


For your benefit and His Glory!

Monday, June 9, 2014

Discovering Secret Treasure Hidden In Plain Sight

I discovered the secret to being in proper relationship to God.  The biggest discovery was that it isn't such a secret after all, it was hidden in plain view.

Reading throughout Scripture, there are so many commandments and ordinances, so many warnings about obeying God, believing God, remembering his commands,  being holy... it just seems like so much pressure!  Then Matthew records Jesus making it simpler for us by boiling it all down to the Word given in Deuteronomy 6:4- this time face to face: "Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. This is the first and greatest commandment.  And the second is like it: 'Love your neighbor as yourself.'  All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments."  (Matt 22:37-40, emphasis, mine)

Jesus’ focus is not on behavior modification.  Instead, it is about WHO and HOW we love. The obedience will come later.  


The deeper our love for Christ, the more tender we will be to his leading and the more we will want to please Him over our flesh.  To love Jesus more, we can start by recalling how He left glory and the praise of the angels to be with us and save us, you and me, so that we could have what He always intended - everlasting life.  We can recall how he met with the “least of these” (we resemble them more than we realize) and gave them dignity and purpose.  We can know that the One who fulfilled all prophecy in the Old Testament is trustworthy to fulfill His promise of His Return. My heart softens to Jesus whenever I reflect on these things, no matter my circumstances.


Within the commands to love and obey God, we are taught an important spiritual truth.  Here is the secret that is not so hidden:

Be very, very careful WHO you love because you WILL serve and obey them.  


It is the most natural thing in the world for us. We were created to do it.  We demonstrate our love by serving the object of our affections.

Not only should we open ourselves to loving Jesus more, we need to do an inventory of our heart. Who do we love? Do we love people who put our best interests first?  Do they build us up or tear us down? Do they encourage our dependence on God or on themselves? Would Jesus be blessed or heart-broken over our conversations?  Would we be comfortable or ashamed to have Him witness our activities with them? (By the way, He does witness everything.)

I have loved the wrong people before.  I am grateful to say that by the Grace of God and through His Spirit, He has shown me the ones I need to love from a distance and the ones who are safe for my inner circle.

He will absolutely do the same for you.

Want to please God?  Love Him as best you can, with your broken self, right where you are.  When you fail, and you will, remember that you won't be the first or the last.  But our God is faithful to his promises.  When he said, he will remove your sins “as far as the East is from the West”, he proved it in scripture.

Some years ago, I struggled with how Abraham did not fully obey God when he was told to "...Leave [his] family and go to a land [God] would show [him]".  He took Lot (part of his family) and it was a hot mess.  Yet the author of Hebrews in chapter 11 says, "By faith Abraham...obeyed".  The apparent inconsistency really bothered me.  How is it that he who did not obey fully is one remembered as obeying?  That's when the Spirit spoke to my heart and said, "I told you I wouldn't keep an account of the sin.  Not Abraham’s.  Not yours."  How gracious our God is to let us have proof of his forgiveness!

There is no inconsistency with God.

It is hard to love well. But I am convinced there is no greater pursuit.  We are not called to go it alone, we are given a Helper. Should we fall short, let us allow the truth testified to in Hebrews 11 join hands with the promises in Psalm 91, and reach into our hearts and bring us peace:

"...Because he loves me," says the LORD, "I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.  He will call upon me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him.  With long life will I satisfy him and show him my salvation." (vs. 14-16, emphasis mine)

The God who loved us first, loves us best.

May we, in turn, love him each day more than the day before.

Friday, May 23, 2014

Consumerism Converts Don't Make Dedicated Disciples

Can we talk?

Why do we Christians keep putting so much emphasis on the number of baptisms or people in the pews when Barna stats show year after year that those same people don’t have transformed hearts?

With the best of intentions and worst of cultural influence, much of modern church outreach is focused on getting the people in the doors using whatever appeals to them so that they may hear the name of Jesus, which we trust will lead to salvation. Once a decision for Christ is made, discipleship, which we use synonymously and erroneously with Bible Study, is our next goal.  We choose which Bible studies we offer often by what we think people want to hear (my finances, my hurts, my self-image).  Saved? Check.  Discipled? Check.  And yet, the results from study after study show we are experiencing little to no change in our hearts, heads or lives.

Before I go further, let me say that some of the people I respect, love, and like to be around the most in this world work tirelessly to do and be the church well.  My intention is not to hurt, or do a hit-and-run.  I am sincerely concerned for the Church, our country and each individual in it. I would like to encourage us to have an open, honest re-evaluation of what we are doing and why.  Having said that,

If the American Church is really being salt and light, why do the spheres in our communities barely show any signs of redemption or restoration?

Marinate for a moment on this quote from Ken Boa’s Conformed to His Image:

Our culture has been stricken by such an intensification of choices and changes that our identities, values, and perspectives are being engulfed.  Os Guiness in The Call uses the word pluralization to describe this process of proliferating options that “[affect] the private sphere of modern society at all levels, from consumer goods to relationships to worldviews and faiths.”  Guinness argues that the modern idolatry of choice reduces obligations to options and diminishes commitment and continuity.  The biblical solution to this menacing dilemma is a growing awareness of our identity as people who have a calling to be followers and servants of Christ.[1] (Emphasis mine)
To get the lost in, we think we have to give them what they want.  Whatever will draw them in: fun programs for their kids, music they like, and messages with an entertaining anecdote and personal application. The cycle is repeated and what we have looks less like the church as a living, breathing organism and more like a social machine run by an organization.

This type of consumer driven evangelism may make converts, but it is keeping those in Christ on a milk diet, and is ineffective in making new disciples.  We try to look like them and sound like them to attract them. However, instead of changing them, they have changed us.  It isn't long before they lose interest because they don't see much difference between what we "have to offer" and the rest of the world. We are feeding the self-centered ego and then wonder why the church isn't doing more serving of others. 

Instead of giving people what they want, what if we gave them what they needed based on the Word of God?  Does the prescription drug addict really know what he needs to get off drugs?  Does he even know he should want to get off them? Would we ask him what he wanted if we were trying to save him from his addiction?  Of course not!  If we love him like God loves us, we’ll offer him what he needs. 

What if we reached the lost the way Jesus did: invited them to come along side us as we followed Him?  In Jerry Trousdale’s book Miraculous Movements, he encourages us to rediscover that Jesus discipled people to conversion, not the other way around. :

Jesus chose some ordinary men and had them walk with Him as He revealed truths of God and asked them to live their lives according to those values.  Eventually, they began to do what He did, and they also began to experience God’s power and blessings in their own lives.  Then they came to a point of understanding that a decision to become a follower of Jesus Christ would cost them everything.  Eleven of them said yes, and they changed the world.  This kind of discipleship model-one that begins with discipleship and moves toward the point of conversion- is how many Muslims are becoming Christ followers.[2]
Direction and planning is important to any mission. Working out the Great Commission and Cultural Mandate are arguably the most important missions in the world. My concern is that we have exchanged the target given us by God for one that is easier to hit.  It seems to me that often our bulls-eye is getting people IN the church at the expense of sending them OUT.  What if programs were designed to equip the saved to go OUT into the world to be salt and light in tangible ways instead of recycling them INSIDE the church building every 10 weeks? What if sermons and Sunday school lessons were about whole paragraphs of Scripture in context not just isolated verses?  What if we were encouraged to read the Word corporately not to get something from God but to know God better?   

What would the Holy Spirit do in and through us if we gathered together as Ezra gathered the Israelites and read the word of God corporately for a week? (Nehemiah 8-10) 

In Jesus’ day, the reciting of the first line of a passage of Scripture would bring the rest of it to the hearer’s mind.  For instance, when Jesus said, “My God, My God, Why have you forsaken me?” those who heard him remembered the rest of Psalm 22 while they saw it fulfilled before their eyes.  We may have some key verses memorized, but have little if any idea of the proper context.  As a result, God’s Sword of Truth is as useful to us as a pocket-knife.  When we’re in the battle and the lost world strikes us with , “Do not judge, lest ye be judged” in our faces, instead of engaging the enemy ,we retreat.

We  have moved the target, made it easier to hit, and want to make much about measuring our effectiveness. God never calls us to effectiveness.  He calls us to faithfulness and obedience.  We should push against the tendency to judge ourselves with cultural measurements and use spiritual ones instead.  So how do we know we have been faithful?

We would see Christ redeem and restore our communities like the early church and faithful followers in history did theirs.  Let’s be vigilant to refrain from designing ministry so it can be tallied on a calculator.

When the people of the church (leaders and lay-persons alike) are continually in the deep waters of God’s Word, repenting, praying, seeking his face, and keeping him absolutely center, we will be positioned to be faithful servants sowing and watering the fields.  The amount and time of the harvest is up to Him. 

We won’t know how many genuine disciples we have made by counting pews.  If Barna has taught us anything at all,then it’s taught us that.  We need to make sure we know and remember who God is and what he has said.  We need to deliberately invest in genuine relationships in our churches and out there.  We have to take a good hard look at our community and be willing to accept responsibility for its past and most importantly, its future.

Real disciples make a real difference over time.

Our Master left us stewards over all his creation.  He will judge us on what we did with what He’s given us.  We are only hurting His mission when we grade ourselves on a curve.

I’ll leave you with one more passage from Dr. Boa’s book Conformed to His Image:

Biblical wisdom encourages us to inculcate complete and unflinching trust in the infinite and personal God who created us, redeemed us, cares for us, and gives us a purpose, a future, and a hope.  One of the underlying issues in Scripture is whether we will pursue our own plans or God’s plans; whether we will attempt to control our lives and welfare or look to our heavenly Father for every good thing; whether we will trust our labor or trust our Lord.  Trusting the Lord is active, not passive; it means that we do our work with diligence and excellence as for him rather than for people (Colossians 3:23-24) and leave the results in his hands.  Only when we let go of ownership of results will we be walking by faith and not by sight.[3]

Can we let go of whatever entangles us? Can we take a few steps back and look with fresh eyes on the old truths of when, how and why Christ's church brought revival, redemption and restoration to people and cultures? 

Let's do it together, hand in hand, for Christ is calling us to more for our good and His glory.

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[1] (Boa, 2001, p. 213)
[2] (Trousdale, 2012, p. 43)
[3] (Boa, 2001, p. 218)

Boa, K. (2001). Conformed to His Image. Grand Rapids: Zondervan.
Trousdale, J. (2012). Miraculous Movements. Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson.

For further reading:
What's Wrong with the American Church by Erwin Lutzer with Ray Pritchard
Intentional Discipleship by Regis Nicoll